You getting the longest reason (most don't receive this dedication) must mean Patol somehow convinced me.
We have no means to see if you've improved other than if @Jurek or someone else wish to read through your in-game chat logs.
Otherwise, if Patol wants to keep the ban then it'll remain.
My reply in to the NARC unban request applies here, so I will just repost it:
[https://forums.nwrp.eu/topic/1904-narc-unban-request-kaiser-hans/#comment-10154]
I hope Emil will keep you banned because I don't want nazi cowards around the community